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I met this discreet gay. Trip niya ang gumimik every

Friday night. Eto ang kwento niya.



Nasa Malate for a change. Siya si Jason.



Jason is a cute guy who regularly works out in a gym

near his parent's house. He's smart, tall, young, and

fabulous. Always wears designer clothes. Every Friday

night, after office, he drives to singles or dance

bars. Sometimes with friends, but that night, he

went alone.



Place was Sonata. It's a bar along Orosa Street. He

didn't like the ground floor, mas maganda daw ang view

sa second floor. So he went up, ordered a drink and by

the window seat viewed the passersby on the street

below.



It was still early. 11pm. People came in trickles.

Maraming nakaporma. Some showed off their muscles by

wearing sleeveless shirts. Others wore body hugging

tops. Still others wore shades. Whaaaat? But that's

how gay Malate was and still is.



After about an hour, his quick eyes eagled on this

hunk who happened to be alone too. He was also cute,

tall, and young looking. He alighted from his car and

went straight to the bar across Sonata. It was Mint.



Jason didn't waste time. Paid for his drink and left.

At the door of Mint, he paid for the entrance fee. He

was entitled to a free drink. The hunks at the door

were too hot to handle. Could he take any one of them

home? Nah. Not his style. He doesn't pay for sex.

Never did.



So he went in. Madilim ang bar. It was a bit crowded.

He stood there alone. Lahat nakatingin na sa kanya. He

was being sized up by all sorts of gay men. Fat,

small, lean, fit, tall, fair, dark, mean. All taking

their chances for a night of passion.



He was used to this. Nothing new. Magsawa kayo sa

katitingin. Basta walang hawakan. He was looking for

that hunk he saw. Nope, not here. He'll try upstairs.

He went straight ahead and followed the spiral

stairs to heaven. Kung wala pa rin dito, baka nasa

likod, nagpapa-bj. Sayang kung maunahan siya.



Second floor. Daming naghahalikan. Mas masikip.

Everyone's attention was drawn to the dancing couple

on the mezzanine. Really cute guys. Very sensuous.

Simulated fucking dance steps. Necking. Nipple

licking. Very Hot!



He looked around. Nope, still not here. Dismayado na

siya. He decided to just get his free drink at the

bar. Sat on the stool and looked around again. Bakit

biglang nawala? Until he looked at the window. And

there sitting at the corner of the couch was this

hunk. No mistake, but he IS the hunk he saw. His eyes

were closed. Probably tired.



He went to the couch and sat beside him. The hunk

wasn't asleep after all. He opened his eyes and looked

at Jason. Jason said, "Sorry to wake you up. Care for

a drink?"



The hunk smiled back and said, "It's ok. Di ako

natutulog, nagpapahinga lang ng mata, pagod sa

trabaho. Sige, one Lite for me."



Jason went to the bar and paid for this hunk's drink.



"Bong, and your?"



"Jason, so・



That started the conversation. They were a cute

couple. Educated and sexy. They clicked. By this time,

people were dancing. Many were half drunk. Bong and

Jason joined the fun. They were now dancing. Very

sensuous. Very hot!



After an hour, the two decided to leave. Jason took

his car and followed Bong's.



Bong lived alone. It was a studio type of pad. As soon

as the door closed, they was torrid kissing. Parang

mauubusan ng hininga. They stripped and had sex like

hell! Sweet cum all over their chest.



When everything was still again, Jason had to go. Bong

wanted to get his number, but he refused.



"Nope, I don't go for seconds." Basta ganon lang ang

sagot niya.



"Bat naman?"



"You and I know we're just after sex. No serious

relationship ever comes out from this."



"Come on, Jason. We could give it a try."



"Sorry dude, but I gotta go. See you around."



Jason had been through several painful relationships.

The longest lasted for a year. He was fed up with lies

and deception. He was still young. Not in a hurry to

settle down. This was him every Friday night.



In his car, he looked at the rear mirror and smirked.

You're cute, young, and happy, he thought to himself.



But is he really? Have you met a Jason or do you see a

Jason in you?